Well I'm here now

In a place of realization and curiosity.

A place that is foreign.

I'm a stranger to what I knew and where I have been.

This has revolutionized my view.

I am still searching for my place in the midst of this unfamiliarity.

It's easy for me now, to know where I am found at.

But the location of my human body is displaced in many ways.

I want to know more and grow deep.

Why?

And why is it a challenge at times.

Seeing the past frustrations and being thankful...yet sad.

Not sad because I want to do those things again; just sad that that style of life happens to others.

I want to be apart of the solution, not start a new one.

Join a cause, unseen, to impact change.

No agenda

Lacking legalism

And embrace creativity

Get out of what has remained the same.

Not all of this for myself, but with others, and amongst the groups of people.

I'm a messy, and at times confused human being

Just like you.

Like me.

I want to rise to the realization that I can't do a lot but live life,

and live it accordingly.

I don't want to be a radical

I want to be a realist.

Never do I want to run the country. But do you think love and respect can be THE "change"?

I think it can.....

My last week in China was when President Obama gave his State of the Union address. I am a left wing moderate/conservative...depending on the issue. Some may say I am unable to be categorized; I see myself as a peaceful decision maker. Haha

Besides that point, I realized something I never payed attention to before in Government.

He called out Republicans and said that they did this and that.....Well it is true they did do the this or that, that he was talking about.

But what about himself?

The Republicans constantly shove an agenda towards the Liberals. But so do the Liberals.

Right?

It generally is a mudslinging party between the two, of whom said or did something.

Really....It is!

Both sides call out each others wrong doing...and neither fully getting a point across.

This just leads us to bad choices, and division within ourselves.

People assume way to easily that someone is right or wrong.

What about the homosexuals that are republicans?

What about the kid who is orphaned and needs love from a family?

What about the average guy who just got diagnosed with cancer and can't afford bills, so essentially he can't afford his own disease?

I'm not saying I know the answer or agree with it all, but what about the core of all these things?

They all have a heart.

And we need to show,

Love

Real, authentic... Love