Wednesday, February 24, 2010

I want to post an update on my life and what I am doing.

It has been a really long time that I have been able to take time and breathe.

Recuperating in America is tough. I have been back for over 2 weeks now, but it has felt longer then that. And generally in my life that means its time to move.

But my plans have changed.

I decided last week to stay in America and live here till I am ready to move on.

As many may no, I was going to be leaving for Taiwan in late March. God has begun to direct me and pull me in another direction. And its one I am not comfortable with exactly.

This is why I am staying though.

To live "uncomfortably.”

I spent the past 6 months learning and living in Gods ways...not mine…and this was somewhat uncomfortable.

And my way was to leave learn some more.

So it’s not the fact that I don’t want to learn and go to school. It’s because there are things in my life I still have to do here and now.

Going to a school in the fall is a yes...all the way, but more then where I go or what I do, I need to be living in the here and now of Clovis CA.

I want to say sadly at the end of that sentence, but this is the Lords planning.

I trust and have faith that things will work together while I am home. This country, this state and this city are lost.... just like the rest of the world, but I don’t see it so much that way.

God has really laid it on my heart to be creative and work in people’s lives here.

I also want to make it known that this has no ties to anyone’s influence, making me want to stay.

Not my family and not my friends in Clovis or Lakeside have made me want to stay. This is my choice and decision, which I know is what Christ wants.

Walking in his obedience is how I want to live my life ultimately. And with that, I want to be in places I am challenged. (Not that I wouldn’t be in Taiwan)

I have been surrounded with friends and family in prayer and affirmation with this choice. And I thank you all for your support.

God has blessed me with great people in my life, and they have spoken truth to me about this.

I thank you all for understanding. If you have anymore questions please call or email me. You can also get a hold of me on Facebook of Twitter.

Abagato1@me.com

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